I would like to bum around and do nothing. Living a life without stress. No need to worry what is up next and have a father who care whether I am dead.
I would like to sit around and do nothing. Traveling around the world in my vacations. No need to worry what I will be and have money to last me till death.
I would like to drive a Limo. Don’t have to worry about how much it cost. Don’t have to worry about safety, because a car will always be safer then a bike.
All these things are what I would like to do but can I ???
I think sometimes, we really have to know what we need and what we can do. I like to bum around and be paid for everything I do, but can I? Will I? I would also like to lead my own life and not spend all my personal time persuading people and entertaining people. For what? For the good of everyone in ZEPH. If u think u are stress then put yourself in my shoes. Its worse. I am so god-damm disappointed that I have put in so much effort and now I am being treated like this by my own people. Wouldn’t it be shitty, if I have to put up with people outside and inside?
What’s the point in showing me all these attitude that I am not subjected to. I didn’t even have time to go for Salsa lesson, which I wanted to, and u spend a whole day celebrating your friend’s birthday and complaint that u don’t have time. I really believe that I have done a lot but now its all wasted.
What is the point in telling me that you can work very hard? When u only have 2 days in a week and one day was wasted? Oh boy, wake up from your dream, we are working with actual people not air. If we are gone then its gone, no second chance or what so ever. Why? Because they don’t owe us anything, they are not our parents who will forgive us time and again and again. No one owe us anything.
All I have now is disappointment, what more can I say ?
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