Breaking the Entanglement: 2004

Sunday, December 12, 2004

I always tell myself that i wanted to keep happy memories, but its only when a sad thing happened than would i came to blog it.
I am just a normal 22 yr old guy who yearn to live like any others, with a happy family, ability to tie thru my education, no worries (well maybe some); however god just like to play games with me. Perhaps Marcus was an easy name for him.

It’s the end of the year now, and having gotten over all my exams, I am back to 5 SIB, my unit in the army, to serve the remaining liability for them, its about 63 days. This was one place that I really dread coming in the past but somehow I like it this time round. It was like a summer camp for me; maybe its because I got khakis to satisfied my craving for soccer.

Today is the 11th, most NS guy should be happy as they should be having a great time now with their allowance, except for one: Marcus. My pay did not get thru, perhaps due to my disruption; I might have to wait longer for my allowance to process. If you think being penniless is bad enough, well I can always fall back on my family for the finishing touches of hitting your morale to the trench.

I really hate, REALLY HATE, the feeling of being awoken up by all the fights and arguments in the family, esp my parents. It seems like I am always whining about my family. Lets not proceed any further on this, I really hoped to keep only fond memories, nice good ones that really makes you feel good reading it over and over again.

Well at least I got Cindy’s company today. We had McDonald’s for lunch and gotten ourselves 2 jack jack (the toy for the cartoon “The Incredibles”) really cute handphone holder maybe just a little noisy. I guess I must have put on a few more pounds, haing collected all the Incredibles’ toy.. Whoo really need to shed some weight, quite tied now after a long day… (My language really sucks in this blog, hoped as time passes I can blog more often and with slightly more effort rather than typing off the keyboard)

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

My day

Weeks have past, and its finally the study break that was long awaited. In the past few weeks all the presentation and report submission deadlines were met . Now it’s the final bust of the lap, the exams. Kinda worried but not worried at the same time. Unlike those days in the poly where I am really not worried, I am worried about not even able to get an av. B for my exams. Not worried because I have got too much other stuff to worry about. Pocket, as usual, is very tight, won and lost in soccer betting, managed to survive all the way only till yesterday, whereby I finally made my very first deficit. Sigh.. still quite sore about it, perhaps it just wasn’t my day.

Just reached home after watching “The Forgotten” not bad, quite interesting; its always thrillers like these that made us wonder if there is really someone more superior out there, watching our every movement, making sure that our lives goes the way it should be. Great way to instill fear, rather than those stupid show like “The Ring” where by some long hair faggots just walk around combing the hair; its just wasn’t scary enough.

The next movie that I gonna catch will be “The Incredibles”, have been anticipating it for quite sometime and finally its here. Its rather late now gd night.

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

The photo graph in grandma's drawer.. doesn't it look like it

My Leadership and Team Building team mates...

Ohh my favourite subject Calculus..

In the bushes

Nice..?

Up and CLose with Mr Cherry Shrimp

Another shot

Enchanted forest .. but going to leave my house soon..

Its a Boy!!!

hey like my Beckham hair style...??

The new addition to the family .. isn't he cute..

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Well I wanted to update my blog like at least everyday, but I failed to do so again..
The past weekend was really tough .. lot of work and too little time.
Have lot of things in mind but not sure I can bring them to words, perhaps it due to my poor command of the language.

Really have lots to worry now a days; going back army in November, exams are coming, currently project, dad’s insurance claim, my own finances, whether bursary will be approved. Sometimes I really hoped that I could have a life with less to worry. Perhaps I am moody again today, due to the lack of sleep. I think its better to show pictures.

Friday, October 29, 2004

Updates

Its been months since I last blog. Life was really hectic, lots of stuff just come and go at the speed of light. Had been planning, organizing and executing some community service project for my LTB, Leadership, Team Building module. It was great fun and tiring too. At the same time Dad got into an accident, which really took up a lot of my time to entertain him and all those insurance people.

My tuition with Lewis have also ended, it also means no income is coming in. In this period of time I also had a soft spot for goldfishes, Ranchu, in particular, and had a few pieces in my house.

Both Shuming and Dongneng’s birthday have passes and I am quite embarrassed by the fact that I cannot afford anything decent for them. I am gonna be going for my table tennis session with the ah pek at the community centre later, wonder how it would be like. If I can afford the time I will be uploading some photos tonight. Do keep a look out for it