The never ending chase

Let go

"Those who never let go, are never happy"

Was it too tight, or perhaps it wasn't,
what should I do, I only want me back.

Was it all wrong, maybe it wasn't
Perhaps it was but you have no choice now.
Maybe we can do something
sometimes we cannot....

I want to let go of my deep struggles, I want to be me....

This girl...

I have been receiving a lot of questions about this girl who is very close to me. You know this particular long hair girl, that you see very close to me, playing with tummy while on my bike... She is none other then Mayvis Lim, my sister.

wonder why does people get mistaken......
don't we look alike? arghh maybe we shouldn't. (suddenly thought of what my soccer buddy said about his sister.

"Oh you have never see my sister, she looks exactly like me with a pair of boobs!"
Yucks.

Hahahhahhaaaa.. no offence Kumar if you happened to see this. (Anyway dont think you will mind, if you are seeing this where is my picture of Shuming's Chest hair :P)

Me, Granny, Mummy and Mayvis...
The 3 most important person in my life..
Granny, the one that always help us in time of need. she is also the fav character of all grandchildren...
How exciting it was back then, to follow her to the market every Sunday, cos she will buy toys for me.. hahahaaa..

Mummy,
I never understand why she always beat me in front of her friends and neighbours when its clearly that the children was in fault. The silly chinese way of showing you educate ur children.. oh mummy but i still love u as much ..

Mayvis
Someone whom i pinned a lot of hope on.. I want us to break free from the cycle... no more worries it shall be and comfort, we will have... Never again this sort of life...

Mayvis graduation back in July

This is Mayvis my sister and her graduation from Ngee Ann Poly back in July 2005
Well she is in SMU now...Graduation seems so far

I am finally down....

Days of loading myself is finally over and here I am feeling shitty siting in front of the screen blogging. I finally breakdown, guess its time for some maintenance on Myself. I am sick.

Yup and I promise that I will not be taking anymore things up to overload myself. Guess, today is wasted and so is tomorrow. Work is gonna pile up an tumble badly.

Anyway, finally the last performance for Carnaval is over, so relief. It was also the same time I felt sick yesterday, got this intense pain on the left side between my brows. Wonder whats wrong. Maybe I am gonna die soon.. haaahaha.. (Seems to be posting nonsense,.. must be the side effects of the medicine. ) To worsen the thing I went to the doctor twice yesterday and today and spent above $50 in total. What expensive maintenance it was.

Don’t know what’s wrong with me but something seems to be churning n my tummy, what an awful feeling. Feeling hungry but I cannot eat anything but soup. Hope this will be a blessing in disguise and help me lose some weight.

Can’t take it anymore think I am going to look for some food . . .

Violet, Nancy and me

This 2 ladies here are my mentors, Violet and Nancy, I have really learnt alot from them. Thank you

Khalil and me

The man in the board and the man next to me is Mr Khalil, the man running the Famous Islamic Restaurant.

My creations in the exhibition

The irony, this board was my favourite board and next to it was someone i don't really fancy. ahahahahaa..

National Heritage exhibition

An overview on the National Heritage Project...bittersweet memories