Sunday, December 12, 2004

I always tell myself that i wanted to keep happy memories, but its only when a sad thing happened than would i came to blog it.
I am just a normal 22 yr old guy who yearn to live like any others, with a happy family, ability to tie thru my education, no worries (well maybe some); however god just like to play games with me. Perhaps Marcus was an easy name for him.

It’s the end of the year now, and having gotten over all my exams, I am back to 5 SIB, my unit in the army, to serve the remaining liability for them, its about 63 days. This was one place that I really dread coming in the past but somehow I like it this time round. It was like a summer camp for me; maybe its because I got khakis to satisfied my craving for soccer.

Today is the 11th, most NS guy should be happy as they should be having a great time now with their allowance, except for one: Marcus. My pay did not get thru, perhaps due to my disruption; I might have to wait longer for my allowance to process. If you think being penniless is bad enough, well I can always fall back on my family for the finishing touches of hitting your morale to the trench.

I really hate, REALLY HATE, the feeling of being awoken up by all the fights and arguments in the family, esp my parents. It seems like I am always whining about my family. Lets not proceed any further on this, I really hoped to keep only fond memories, nice good ones that really makes you feel good reading it over and over again.

Well at least I got Cindy’s company today. We had McDonald’s for lunch and gotten ourselves 2 jack jack (the toy for the cartoon “The Incredibles”) really cute handphone holder maybe just a little noisy. I guess I must have put on a few more pounds, haing collected all the Incredibles’ toy.. Whoo really need to shed some weight, quite tied now after a long day… (My language really sucks in this blog, hoped as time passes I can blog more often and with slightly more effort rather than typing off the keyboard)