Sunday, February 06, 2005

the past week

Its almost a week since I last blog. Boy, am I glad to have completed so much things. I managed to get myself some new year clothes, and a bag.. like them so much. Its been a really long time since i last shop and gotten myself what I wanted. The feeling is just so good, now I know why ladies never resist shopping.

My bike was also send for full service and I am really glad that I went to Ah Koon aka Koon motor. Got to know them through the forum, and I must say they are really professional, honest and skillful in their service. My bike got more powerful than before after the carburetor was cleaned and retuned. The chain was tightened and the handle bar was also loosen for easier handling. I am really pleased with the service, although I spent more than hundred dollars on changing some faulty parts and adding new accessories like the foot pad for the pillion and the throttle. After all the maintenance work are done, I had also gotten a new car wash and wax to clear the bike, its all clean and ready for the new year.

I had also gotten myself the gym ball so that I can try to work out my tummy, need some serious attention there I think, gotten from bad to worse.

My starhub job was also confirmed, confirmed that its gone. However, the M1 people kept calling me, offering me a position as a call centre operator. Guess I have no choice but to take up that. Luckily I did not reject them the last time, if not I would be really gone.

Relationship with Cindy isn’t moving very well, perhaps it was all the stress from work, I felt that we are drifting apart and doubts beginning to set in. This is always the case, after the honeymoon period. I must admit I am not a good boyfriend, sometimes I think I am better being a friend than a boyfriend. Well there is nothing I could do but to wait and see whats in it.

The shock of my life came on Friday, when I received my MA test paper. Never did I ever expect myself to fail the test, a pathetic 3 ¾ upon 10. this is really a wake up call to me.

I promise to read up more, more often if I can. I really doubt my ability to do well in my sch work if I were to take up the job in april but I guess there is no choice for me. Life is fair, u gain some, u lose some. No doubts about it.

I asked for nothing but to be able to complete my remaining years of education smoothly with a decent honors. After which I will get a job and start working my ass off to pay for the huge amount of debts I am in. Please.