Zeph Designers

Whoa ever since Zeph Designers was set up, things have really piled for me. Lotsa of work, more responsibility, not only that I still have to take care of my day job and best of all the day job is taking up my weekends. Well, I guess this is ahealthy kind of stress at least busy equate to business for Zeph. I really hope to hit and exceed my targeted profit. I am ambitious though, but who doesn't. I must admit that i have gotten cranky recently, and i begged for forgiveness to those who gotten a piece of my crap. Those people include, my mom, my buddy, my brothers, Mayvis and those who I may have missed out. Really sorry.

I gotta go back to work now though its about 2.30 am but thats life when u have ur own business to manage. I can do it, I will do it and I must do it. Beautiful life, I am coming.

Regards,
Marcus Lim

Zeph Designers

After so much work, Zeph Designers is finally up. Though not fully completed we have our domain up at www.zephdesigners.com and our personal email created. . . so excited...
Not only that Zeph Designers also got their first assignment! Finally making money after putting in so much time and effort... I foresee that a couple more projects will be coming, i really hope that I can focus on developing my ability not just to get accounts but also help Shuming with the designing counterpart, must be really hard on him, since I am so uninvolved in the recent stuff. Poor guy, but don't worry pal, I am sure we will make it thru.
My goal is to make $5,000 by the end of 2005, not a big amount, but it will be considerable amount of profit for us.

My Beautiful Life, I am bouncing back harder, faster and fiercer....wahahaha...oh god i am so tired must have lost my mind typing nonsense.

Good night ..

Fruitful Week

Whoa, another week end is gone. REally gald that i managed to settle lotsa of stuff.
Zeph Designers is registered, well at the expense of the tree top appointment I am supposed to go with my school mates. Sorry people.
Our Logo is also in someway developed, say we have a couple of drafts form.
zephdesigners.com is also in the making and very soon , it will become a reality.
Lotsa plan although my initial intention is to keep it short term but we will just see how things go on from here.

Perhaps its the stout, I think I am can't think of anything to type now. Maybe tomorrow lar huh. I promise I will try to blog more often and more photographs, yes.

Good night

My Beautiful life

Chilling over coffee was great at “Kopi & Roti” at Westmall. Didn’t know that Iced YueYang(mix of coffee and tea) taste so good, it was like coffee with melted chocolates. Talk to Chris a lot, about friends, life, goals, so many things and Joanne.

Told him how many itchy fingers got me some annoying, pricky feeling that I could do well without. Went friendster last night and as usual look at some of my friends, then Joanne. Think she is doing quite well now, got a job, and I think a boyfriend too. I don’t know I am just .. I don know how to put across that feeling. U know its been so long yet u still feel annoyed. Sigh, .. I am just lost for words and annoyed tonight…

Rather not talk about those stuff. Anyway, I am in the midst of registering my own company and I am really excited about it. GOnna be doing some designs, events stuff perhaps will also venture into some products. Have great dreams, but I know this will be something for the short run and I shouldn’t pin on too much hopes. I sincerely hope that this will be a good experience and exposure for me, after all it’s my first attempt.

I just wanna bounce back, cos I have fallen deep enough to be coming up, only stronger, more determined and tougher then before.

I want my beautiful life back. I will construct it piece by piece.

Lifeless shot. with a series of photographs taken in my office. 

Artistico 1 

Artistico 2 

Artistico 3 

Artistico 4 

Artistico 5 

Eminem - Mockingbird Lyrics

Yeah I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right
now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you crying about?
You got me
Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
Well I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never
had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cuz you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, aint he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what
destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream
[Chorus]
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, i told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright
It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night
crying
Cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broke into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in
a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole
it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr.
Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like
it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're
sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment
[Chorus]
And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't f**k with dad (haha)

This was one the silly things we do when we are really free. These are my friends bavck then in my army days. .. see Suhairul always disturb people now he finally got what he deserves. 

I guess we really had a lot of fun back then, the thought of it still puts a smile on my face 

Knowing that his a goner, he stop struggling.. wahhahaa..  

Don't worry Suhairul, endure, endure 

Ok Taping and sticker phase pass. 

The last phase of training, tied, tape and throw into the store.. for disposal wahahaa.. 

Yes finally graduated with a Diploma in Torture endurance 

The making of happy man 

Happy man playing with his stomach 

The sign of a happy man.. 

Turkish Tea anyone 

Mr Lonely

Lonely im so lonely,I have nobody,To call my owwnnnIm so lonely, im mr. LonelyI have nobody, To call my owwnnnIm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like yaKno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I wasFeenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuzEver since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin

Im so lonely so lonely,Im mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own girlIm so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuckAround and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, IReally wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

Im so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobody to call my ownTo call my own to call my own girlIm so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been throughNever thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing uCuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made meBe so happy but now so lonely So lonely

so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own Im so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to come home, so stop playing girl andCome on home come on home, baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id everHurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

Im so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own Im so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own girllLonely, so lonelySo lonely, so lonely,Mr. Lonely, so lonelySo lonely, so lonely, so lonely, Mr. Lonely

What do u see 

This is be the one for the coming friday  

This was the finalise BLing BLing E-invites for last sat..  

Went for one the pubs that my company was doing PR for. so surprise to see my Poly friend working there. Nerrissa, not sure if i got the name right... God think I look damm jialat here...  

Smoking in ESKIBAR the sub zero degree bar in sunny singapore.. 

Well the following are pictures taken on 01052005 and 02052005 This is the main person on the job.. 

Man in action 

Yup he 's the man..