Its 11.02am as shown on my com, when I am writing this blog. It seems like its been years since I have a laid back Saturday. Had breakfast with mummy in the morning, some grocery shopping and my second cup of coffee for the day is right next to me, beside my com, just like how it was in the past. The only change might be the colour of my com, and perhaps my waistline; have been putting on weight.
Just had a session of town gazing the bachelor cows yesterday, we roam the streets from the national library to the Funan, Shaw Towers, Liang Seah and Bugis. Its seems like it was yesterday where we just left secondary school. Memories was all that was left. Sometimes, how I wished that we could have pass the “O” levels all together, moving on to Polytechnic at the same time and perhaps even the same polytechnic. Enlist at the same time and perhaps going back to school together again. There seems to be a gap between us now and it seems like we cannot really hang out together like how it was in the past. Coupled with the development of Zeph Designers, work seems to be never ending, and problems; issues are multiplying faster than i can catch my breath. I sense a change in myself, perhaps not as victorious as before, but then I still don’t quite the feeling of losing. I still wanna excel but I have learned to understand that sometimes losing might bring you another level higher. Moving forward doesn’t mean succeeding all the time. I have also learned to laugh at my fault or mistake that are made, why, because when its done its done, there is nothing u can do to reverse it. Laughing over it might in some way lighten your mood, and prepare you better for the problem you have created. But then again, it is definitely better to have avoid that potential tripping stone right from the beginning.
What I really hope now is to complete my education as soon as possible and move on to my career. I have waited long enough to break the entanglements that have held me up for years. I really really really really hope to pass on tis few years smoothly, transiting into my career, working out my beautiful life.
I want what I wanted right from the very beginning.
My own apartment, my own car, career, tube amplifier, high end speakers, designer furniture , a big and exciting sport bike (for special occasion with my girlfriend) family and perhaps my own children, children bless with a happy family and no worries.
Breaking my entanglement………..
2 comments:
i really sense that u are on track to greater heights. i believe that if you continue to work hard and smart, you will surpass expectations and exceed your own targets.
you are a rare talent, but most importantly u are able to endure hardship and continue trying. that's the spirit!
wish u all the best~
Hey thanks.
I think you flattered me, i am not that amazing lar..
All the best to you to Jeff.
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