If Marcus was never there

I only wanted to be happy
I only wanted to be aware
I only wanted to be able to see my family smile
I only wanted to see tolerance and patience
I only wanted to care

If mummy and daddy cannot be together
Marcus just wanted to help
All I wanted was a lair
to share my joy and woe
If it cannot be fulfill,
Then take my life with u.

For my life was given by you
And yours disrupted by mine
Although we cannot turn back time,
but guilt’s always there to remind.
Would everyone be happier
if Marcus was never around?
Would anyone be willing
to lead me to my death?